contemplating

I'm considering setting myself a challenge to go on 10 dates with 10 men I've never met before. I wonder if that's even possible. I wonder if I could even get 10 dates. I really don't feel very attractive, very date-worthy, at the moment.

I wonder how I'd cope - I'm so shy and private at the best of times when it comes to men.

All the more reason to just do it I think.

I'll consider it a little bit longer ...