I no longer feel like I'm holding myself together with band-aids and safety pins. Life feels like it's getting the tiniest bit more manageable. An overseas holiday helped. Buying a house and planning some renovations is helping. Any distraction will do.
But in my heart of hearts, each minute of every day, I ache for you, I miss you, I'm so deeply in love with you.
Today my mind is filled with random images of the wedding we never had. Not images of where, when, who or how. Just images of us. Me standing in your arms, looking up at you. You staring in my eyes the way you once used to. Our lips gently touching. Whispering I love you. Blissfully happy.
Desperately sad.
But in my heart of hearts, each minute of every day, I ache for you, I miss you, I'm so deeply in love with you.
Today my mind is filled with random images of the wedding we never had. Not images of where, when, who or how. Just images of us. Me standing in your arms, looking up at you. You staring in my eyes the way you once used to. Our lips gently touching. Whispering I love you. Blissfully happy.
Desperately sad.
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