It's just a few hours from 2013. We broke up in 2010. I'm already in the third year of the three years I vowed to wait for you. I managed to NOT contact you on Christmas day. I'm fighting against ALL urges to contact you right now. I love you just as much as the day I first loved you - crazy huh?! Ten months and twenty one days until my time is up.
I wonder what it will take to feel whole again.
I wonder if I'll ever hear from you again.
I wonder if I'll ever love again.
I hope with all my heart that 2013 is a better year ... for both of us.
Happy New Year my love xxx