Tuesday, 13 December 2011

silly me

I'm watching a Dr Phil segment on relationships! Why would I do that? And ouch, home truths. I find it very difficult to face the truth that you're 'just not that into me' and that to keep a man you have to 'not need them'.

Of course I need you. And of course I can live comfortably and happily (well, as soon as the grieving process has run it's course) without you. So I can need you and yet I can live without you. It's just that I don't want to live without you. It's not the choice I'd make if I had any control over the choice. My choice would be to love you, live with you, have a happy, simple life. To have the kind of love that's as rare as anything could be rare.

Anyway, I shouldn't watch these shows!

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